Wednesday, July 22, 2009

A LaRoche..

Adam LaRoche will be donning a Red Sox jersey for the rest of the season. The big news today has been the Red Sox's acquisition of Pittsburgh's LaRoche in exchange for Portland SS Argenis Diaz and Greenville pitcher Hunter Strickland. Dont know Strickland... have met Argenis a few times though. I'm so happy that, out of all of this, I emerge feeling only the slightest twinge of sentimental sadness... the equivalent of a frown and an aww, hope Diaz does well with his new team.

What's going to happen if one of the guys I'm more attached to is the next to go? Do I leave work early to deal with my dismay? Do I sit at my desk and mope? I know my heart will be low. I've never had to go through this before, to the extent that I may experience it now. I didnt know much of anything about the farm system this time last year. Laying in bed last night, shortly after having eliminated not one but two beetles that had been flying around running into the ceiling/walls in the dark, I was giving consideration to the possibility that I may have to say goodbye to a player or two of whom I've grown quite fond over the past 6 months. I had the sudden explicit realization that this is happening now, by the end of the month, if it occurs.. and in that moment I braced myself for my own reaction to the idea, but was pleased when my heart didnt seize up with anxiety. I think I can handle it. Players are right to say that they cant worry about whether or not they'll be traded as they have no control over it. I should feel the same way, but when I'm in the moment watching "Adam LaRoche" become a trending topic on twitter, and when I know that in principle and practice I will part with a player before I part with the Red Sox, things get stressful. (I dont want to part with anyone involved!)

Petey's book signing is tomorrow at the Pru! Also excited for Fenway and the Cape League All Star game. But for now, lunch is over..

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Too much rambling.

Can you believe- I have actually been spending a bit of time writing in my paper journal. Really hadnt done much of that for a year+.

What an empty week. Interestingly, when the Red Sox go away it feels like forever; when the Paw Sox go away, it only seems like it will feel that way (and when the Spinners are gone at the same time.. that's just obnoxious!). Usually the feeling sets in during the evening of the last game of that Paw Sox homestand.. but then by the time i look up again, they're due home in another day. I'll see them Friday, and i just saw them on Sunday- but two entire weeks will have passed during which I did not step foot inside Fenway Park by the next time I go to a Red Sox game. Well, I take that back already- I had planned to go to Masterson Bobblehead night in Lowell on thurs, but dont think I'll actually make it there in time, and so was instead resolving myself to check out the Cape League All Star game at Fenway. This option sounds even more appealing now that I know that Petey is doing a book signing at the Pru (read: one block from my work) that same evening, starting 2 hours before the All Star game begins. These things just sort of developed... but it's perfect, since I've already put in to have some time off at the end of that work day.

Caught a couple games this past weekend. Finished Saturday's game alongside M Bowden.
Of course, I'm not slow... You know how little time it took me to figure out that on any given day there is generally one starter (if not two) sitting somewhere behind homeplate? Discovered this within 2 innings of the first game I ever attended at McCoy, when I noticed Kris Johnson sitting 4 or 5 rows in front of me in section 7. So I see where Bowden is when he sits in the stands before and after starts. I check behind the plate no matter who I expect to be there, because it is a point of curiosity/intrigue for me. And I spend the majority of Paw Sox games sitting solo, and enjoying it, and not desiring to go sidle up to Bowden or Zink (or whoever's there) and chat. ..Well, I guess if I'm being honest I should say that there's always some small desire to talk to whoever of the rotation is sitting in the crowd that day. Going to so many games has provided me with the chance to learn the game by being around it, you know? I love talking to guys who get to play baseball for a living, and I know I'm a little hard to figure out because I'm a 23-year-old single female who hangs out by myself at major and minor league baseball games as often as I can manage; and I'm there to learn, and watch, and not to try to score a date. I know that's not normal. Yes, I'm straight, but no, I dont sit in my seat staring at players' butts. It's a beautiful game, there's so much going on across 9 innings, there's so much that has happened in the past to bring the state of the game to what it is today, that baseball (while slow or boring to some) rarely makes me yawn. Even a terrible game allows me room to get excited, albeit I'm "excited" over all of the errors committed- or flat offense. So sitting with a player for a few innings- I think about it at most Paw Sox games. But it's not a preoccupying thought. Since I've been scoring games, and even before I started doing that, I thoroughly enjoy the time to myself. After an overstimulating day at work, I can sit up close to the action and think my own thoughts, and be attentive to everything that's being laid out in front of me. Things are clear - not always easy or free of frustration, but clear - when I'm at Fenway, McCoy, LeLacheur, Hadlock. Just open space, green and terracotta-brown, with sharply-dressed familiar figures all patrolling their own designated territories. The mental image itself is relaxing to me.

.....But once in a while, it's nice to take in the action in the intentional presence of another person. On Saturday evening, when I locked eyes with him across a few sections of seats, I got the urge to move over there and so I did. I often act on my impulses and I feel that this tendency has allowed for a lot of really unique experiences and has produced many opportunities for adventure. Anyhow, my whole deal about going to games alone is that as soon as I have someone else there, I find myself paying more attention to them and very little attn to the game. This actually happened during my last sit-in with MB but I couldnt complain, because I really enjoyed the exchange and we were losing pathetically anyhow at that point.

*aside: just this moment logged in to my hotmail account to find "new" messages titled "Michael Bowden sent you a message on Facebook" and "Zach Daeges wrote on your wall". Had a mini-heart attack, as I am of course currently in the middle of writing about the Paw Sox. Knew something must not be right. Realized that the page it brought me to first was actually one of my folders, in which I keep messages that I dont intend to lose (not all from baseball players, haha, I can promise you that).*

Saturday night was just fine... watching two and a half innings (went to 10) and talking a bit, actually, about music. He's just started learning to play piano. I played for 6 years and have otherwise played a bunch of instruments, know some solid music theory. But here it is- my shining moment came after just another pitch of the many that are thrown throughout the course of a game. Two guys from the other team were sitting directly behind us, and I clearly heard one say to the other something along the lines of "That was a pretty good curveball"... whatever it was, he was calling the pitch a curve. In the last month I've studied up on my pitches (I never pitched after very early little league and so up until this Spring I knew nothing about the unique characteristics of many standard pitches). I had called it a slider in my head- I often try to practice pitch recognition in my head, just for practice- and as I am still in the learning phases, I felt confused when the "pro" diagnosed the pitch differently than I did. I can see the very pitch in my mind even now, and everything I knew about sliders had been displayed before me in that pitch. I leaned over and asked Michael in a subdued tone, and a little sheepishly at that, why it was a curve and not a slider. Speaking just slightly more loudly than I had, and with a subtle smirk in his voice, he replied that he was just going to say that those guys were "retarded" and that it was absolutely a slider. Through a grin he certainly must not have seen (as we were speaking to each other semi-discreetly while correcting the opposing players by looking straight ahead at the field), I murmured something about how I've been working on pitch recognition but there's no way that he knew how proud of myself I was in that moment. I'm not super prideful when it comes to myself (more often I feel prideful when someone I know/am close to/believe in does something excellent)... but I called that pitch, didnt simply agree with someone else who called it but called it myself, and did so in front of a two-time major league pitcher. And I'm a female (sorry ladies... most of us dont know what a curveball does, and most of us dont care to... so guys underestimate females when it comes to sports). I love doing/knowing something that guys dont expect me to (in general here.. not talking about this instance).

One more note about section 6- sitting behind home that night was taking theory and putting it into motion... everything seemed 15x more clear! I could see the ball's movement vertically as well as horizontally and it was a beautiful, beautiful thing.

All of that was really the notable part of Saturday's game. We lost, another game where we had plenty of opportunity but squandered it all away. That's how most of the 4-game series vs Indianapolis went..


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Sunday's game was an anomaly. The Paw Sox won... and 4 of our pitchers combined to throw a 2-hit game. We were ONE OUT away from no-hitting the Indians! I'm not awake enough at this point in the night to give you a proper description of the excitement that gripped me heading into the top of the 9th, Paw Sox up 3-0. Then came the first out, a foul out to third. RJ called for IL All Star Fernando Cabrera to replace Javy at that point, and I think we all believed that if anyone could get through the next two outs without giving up a hit (or even a walk), it would be Cabrera. Out #2 followed shortly thereafter. Paw Sox fans collectively held their breath. .....Cabrera gave up a hit, a ground ball through the gap just to the right of 2nd base and on into center. Oh well, still in good shape for the win of course. ...and the next batter jacks one over the fence in left-center! No one can believe it (least of all, Cabrera, I'm sure). Suddenly, the Indians are threatening to force the game into extra innings, or worse, rob us of the win altogether. Thankfully, the final out came and the Paw Sox won. Michael Bowden, who started the game and had a dominant outing, didnt get the win, dadgumit. But he allowed no hits, no runs over 5 innings, throwing 73 pitches and 45 of them for strikes (efficient) while striking out 5. The only blemish- 4 walks issued. His frustration over the handful of walks was surprisingly noticeable, as he shouted very loudly at least once from the mound (wont repeat here what was said). His reputation doesnt include a history of issuing a lot of walks. In fact, in the past he's put up some very impressive K/BB numbers. Downright astounding at times. So again, not known for walking guys. This year, a different story perhaps. I think we've yet to meet the "real" Michael Bowden, because he is clearly still developing in some major ways if, as one example, he goes from issuing a miniscule number of walks one year to a much higher number the next. His overall performance has wavered from outing to outing this year. Now I wonder about what's inside his head- until Sunday, his gametime demeanor had always seemed so poised, professional, and mature (beyond his 22 years) while under pressure. He snapped a bit, just that one inning. Those guys often yell when they're coming off the field after the third out but it's a little different to show that you're phased in the midst of an inning. Especially for a pitcher.

With all of that said, I will be devastated if he is traded. Devastated. His attitude, his ability, everything that I know/have seen about him screams "Boston Red Sox" in the best of ways... I think he's a great fit for our team, or at least that he will be when we have room for him :) Humble, self-aware, well-spoken, "bulldog", meticulous and thorough, determined, huge work ethic. Young.. another reason he fits with what the organization is doing- all of this oft-discussed young talent making waves with the big club.
PS, speaking of trades and trade deadlines, I will be just as devastated if Daniel Bard, Justin Masterson, or Youk are gone by the end of July (yes, sports writers out there are actually suggesting that the Sox include Youk in a deal for Halladay!! at least that one seems far-fetched). Thank goodness Petey's not going anywhere...

Alright, well, that's enough Bowden talk. He IS a favorite. The later it gets, the more I tend to expound and the wordier I become.. probably could have condensed half of what I wrote to, "I really like what I've seen with Michael Bowden and I look forward to seeing him as a fixture in Fenway, hopefully in the next year." Charlie Zink is up next, though I dont really have any personal one-on-one experience with him. Still, I find that I am falling more and more in love with the knuckleball every day...



One more thing. Was just informed that the Red Sox will be retiring Jim Rice's #14 on Tuesday, July 28th before the game vs Oakland. No idea how my "source" found this out, but there you have it.

'Night.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

July 8th Pics

Pictures from the July 8th game, Red Sox vs Royals. Lester pitched. I love our guys. Petey, Bay, Lester, Masterson, Bard.. so much talent, so many unique characters amongst the entire team. As I mentioned in an earlier post, I had a GREAT seat- this is where I usually stand to catch the pre-game activities, but no one came and so it's where I ended up sitting for the whole show too. I did rightfully have a box seat down the third base line... but the dugout seat i ended up with (right next to the media pit) was even better of course.





















Friday, July 17, 2009

DANIEL BARD

WOAH. I knew he was dominant but Bard went 1.1 with 3 Ks and no hits tonight!!

Let's have a look, shall we?

First thought as I sit down to watch the remainder of the Sox/Jays game: I dont care what anyone says, those old school powder-blue Jays uniforms are sweet. They remind me of my childhood. My favorite player, Jimmy Key, wore one. Not ugly. Definitely great.

It's gotta be the 6th inning (commercial break).. been watching on espn gamecast, and prior to that I had been at Kings in Back Bay watching coworkers bowl or in transit from there to home. We're up 4-1 thanks to a YOUKAH 2-run shot and a David Ortiz double. Petey has scored twice tonight so far. Bay has struck out twice. Yadda yadda... you can look at the box score and like I said, it's the bottom of the 6th so there's more to come.

I've been all over the place. All Star Break.. did some TV watching for much but not all of both the hr derby and the all star game. Wednesday, I trekked out to Lowell to catch the Spinners game with Victor. Thanks to some serious line-cutting, we each secured ourselves a Pedroia bobblehead. What! He's the one who cheated... I just joined him once I got there :) Spinners won and it was a gorgeous night. Scored the game and learned some more major pitches. Before, I could tell you about 2-seam and 4-seam fastballs, sliders, curveballs, knuckleballs, and changeups. Added splitter, cutter, think that's it.

Charlie Zink is of great interest to me since I last saw him start. I was so impressed watching him warm up. Cant wait to catch his next home start. Tonight he had another tough outing- 4 earned runs, 7 walks, 4 HBP, 0 K.. all over 4.2 innings. What changed between last year and now? He was named IL Pitcher of the Year in 2008. "..was named International League Pitcher of the Year after going 14-6and ranking second the International League and all of Triple-A with a 2.84 ERA in 28 starts at Pawtucket." (taken from http://web.minorleaguebaseball.com/milb/stats/stats.jsp?pos=P&sid=t533&t=p_pbp&pid=468402) This year, so far, he's 4-9 with an ERA of 5.14. I liked Charlie Zink last year but I was noooowhere near as involved in the happenings of minor league baseball as I am at present. Would have liked to see Zink as king of MiLB.

Daniel Bard just chewed those Jays up and spit 'em out. Man. When he's on, he's ON. Blows it right by batters.
Speaking of strikeouts, Bay just struck out a third time. sigh.

Right, excuse this entry. Basically just keeping my fingers busy while checking email, talking with housemates, and watchin the Sox.

Okie dyed his hair.
Michael Bowden did an interview for weei. http://audio.weei.com/m/25342574/pawtucket-pitcher-michael-bowden.htm


WHAT? I went for the entire post without even mentioning that Buchholz pitched for the big club tonight?? 6 innings, 1 earned run, 3BB, 3K over 5.2 innings. 103 pitches, 66 for strikes.

Monday, July 13, 2009

that's not quite right...

I just had a dream that I was standing behind Michael Bowden in a park watching him practice his knuckleball, sort of like I was watching Charlie Zink a few days ago. Except MB doesnt have that pitch in his repertoire. But it was cool how my brain picked some stuff up from watching Charlie, because I distinctly remember MB standing on the makeshift rubber a certain way (ooh! come to think of it, he was a lefty in my dream... he's a righty in real life) and i could see him grip the ball, just the way CZ was doing it.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

i completely missed the boat..

"Hours ago there was only one row between me and Fenway dirt. I could hear every obscenity that came out of Petey's mouth when he didnt get it done tonight. And I could hear the clap of his hands from 2nd when he did."

whoops. so, friday afternoon, i received an email from a housemate who said she had a "really good" free red sox ticket that I could have. apparently, someone she works with had 4 extras and my housemate claimed one for me. i'm not picky about my sox tickets, so i said yes and got really excited. upon arriving home (where i was going to pick up my ticket) I discovered that this seat was indeed a "really good" seat... a field box seat down the left field line. those suckers are expensive, if you dont know.
i get myself over to the park as fast as the mbta can take me, and am partaking in my typical routine of watching pregame happenings from next to the media pit down the 1st base line, watching the dugout fill and the dirt being raked and the sun gleaming (for once)... and nobody comes to kick me out of the seat i'm leaning against... and they're announcing the lineup, and still noone comes... and the players are running out onto the field, and i've sat down at this point so as not to look conspicuous, and still noone comes! so there i am, in dugout seating, with just one row in front of me, and the game has begun. i've done this plenty of times before- and the first hour is a bit nervewracking, because anyone who walks by me in the aisle could be the guy who's coming to claim his rightful spot where i'm sitting. granted, being in the second row, most people who are coming by me are vendors or waiters (yes, dugout seats, woohoo... in-seat waiter service, not that i took advantage of this). and in fact, i've only gone for a complete game in an elite-but-not-mine seat 3 or 4 times before (down in the fieldbox section).. so whenever i get the chance to sit so close, i consciously enjoy every moment, every blade of grass that i can see, every conversation from the field that i can pick up. on friday night, i enjoyed every moment of that game in the most vivid way possible. definitely in the top 5 for best seats i've sat in. i couldnt believe how many open dugout seats there were... i shared about 10 of them with two other vultures like myself.
Lester pitched admirably. Petey drove in the deciding (and only) run with a trademark double off the monster.


Paw Sox.. what a day to be at the park. It was stunningly sunny, not cool and not hot, and McCoy features an overhang that extends over almost all of the seating area down the 1st and 3rd base lines. we lost, but that tends to happen a lot in Pawtucket. after the game was over, i caught beckett pitching the last out of his shutout complete game 100th career win on a tv in the concourse. whew. what a way to hit a milestone.

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